Meandering

For the majority of my life, I have had a general idea of what I wanted to do and the direction I must take. Theatre has been at the center of that idea for as long as I can remember. There are multiple areas I want to pursue. Depending on the day, any one of them might rank higher than another. But for awhile now, one has really dominated. Recently I have been dealt a blow that set me back in that one area. Normally I try to not let this bother me, and just keep on keeping on. This time I just keep questioning myself. Is this what I really want to do? Should I keep pursuing this piece, or should I move on? I feel like I'm just wandering aimlessly though life. When I told this to a friend, she responded, "Welcome to adulthood."

I cannot accept that.